18 August 2009

awake at 4:30am

It's very difficult to talk about my feelings, but I think these songs sum it all up



This song is called "I Still havent found what I'm looking for:" by U2


I have climbed the highest mountains.

I have run through the fields,


Only to be with you Only to be with you


I have run.


I have crawled,


I have scaled these city walls.


Only to be with you.


But I still haven't found What I'm looking for,


But I still haven't found What I'm looking for


I have kissed honey lips, Felt the healing in her fingertips. It burned like fire.


This burning desire,


I have spoke with the tongue of angels,


I have held the hand of a devil,


It was warm in the night,


I was cold as stone,


But I still haven't found What I'm looking for..


But I still haven't found What I'm looking for


I have kissed honey lips, Felt the healing in her fingertips,


It burned like fire.


This burning desire


I have spoke with the tongue of angels.


I have held the hand of a devil. It was warm in the night


I was cold as a stone,


But I still haven't found What I'm looking for.


But I still haven't found What I'm looking for.


I believe in the Kingdom Come.


Then all the colors will bleed into one.


But yes I'm still running.


You broke the bonds.


You loosened the chains ,


You carried the cross


And my shame, And my shame,


You know I believed it


But I still haven't found What I'm looking for But I still haven't found


What I'm looking for.


I love that song...but there is one more song that I have to put up. It's called I'll Stand By You


Oh why you look so sad


The tears are in your eyes


Come on and come to me now


Don’t be ashamed to cry


Let me see you through


Cause I’ve seen the dark side too


When the night falls on you


You don't know what to do


Nothing you confess


Could make me love you less


I’ll stand by you


I’ll stand by you


Won’t let nobody hurt you


I’ll stand by you


So if you're mad get mad


Don’t hold it all inside


Come on and talk to me now


Hey, what you got to hide


I get angry too


Well I’m a lot like you


When you're standing at the crossroads


And don't know which path to choose


Let me come along


Cause even if you're wrong


I’ll stand by you


I’ll stand by you


Won’t let nobody hurt you


I’ll stand by you


Take me in into you darkest hour


And I’ll never desert you


I’ll stand by you


And when, when the night falls on you, baby


You feeling all alone


You won't be on your own


I’ll stand by you


I’ll stand by you


Won’t let nobody hurt you


I’ll stand by you


Take me in into you darkest hour


And I’ll never desert you


I’ll stand by you


I’ll stand by you


I’ll stand by you


This song is dedicated to my friends, all yall!

Thanks for your continued support! I need it.



04 August 2009

My birthday camping trip to Cook Forest

These pictures are backwards. This first picture was the last one taken. This picture is the welcome to Ohio sign-which was the last one taken.

The beginning of our canoing trip. We all had so much fun...including the dog!

Before canoing-neo wearing a life jacket.

Me, Stephanie, and Kim




There was this field-it was covered in butterflies! It was awesome.




Lol. me in the tent playing with the flashlight-telling ghost stories





Ok, so there was this pack of bikers who were camping across the way from us. One of the bikers wandered over to our campsite. He was so trashed, he passed out. I thought it would be funny to decorate him with marshmallows. It was so funny, when he woke up-he was such a good sport.





Day 2-we all were sooo tired, including the dog.







Beartown rocks is this awesome rock/plateau thing overlooking the entire forest! We were there around midnight-just looking at the stars. We even saw 4 shooting stars!








Me, Steph, and Kim standing in front of our tent.









We took Neo to the river-he loves the water!











Kim, Neo and I standing in front of the campground sign.





Us being goofy!






Our very wet tent.



It rained all weekend-it was so muddy and our tent leaked! This is a pic of our wet clothes and blankets!



Our first fire!-Thanks Steph!



Wow, what a great weekend! We definitely had our share of mishaps, but it was a great birthday.