I have had a very stressful year! Here's an over view..january was lonely cuz I lived all alone. February was good because I entered into a very deep serious relationship. Which I'm still in this lovimg relationship
Its amazing! I spent most of march and April in excruciating back pain
I also took a few college courses online! Those2 months were so stressful because of the pressures of trying to do well on school while being in souch pain. By the middle of may, I was back on my feet and quit school because I just couldn't seem to comcentrate. Me my and my partner went camping In PA with my dog and had such an appreciation for for God, nature, and the serenity of my soul. In june I spent most of the month planning a big birthday bash for my roomates 27th birthday. I even baked her a cake from scratch with my own frosting decotations! That was the forst cake I have ever made!and it tasted good too. July was difficult because I invited my screwed up family imto my life and he
I was forced to play the roll of a marriage councelor and a babysitter toy 3yr pld nephew who wad beong meglected by his parents. August 2nd was my 30th bday and we spent moat of the momth camping amd taking random road trips to new York, PA, michigan, and ohio. It was amazing! In september we had a massive gaeage sale and started thinking abour starting a jewelry business. October was rough on my emotions because my family started blaming me and spreading nasty rumors about me. November 1st. My man friend died right in front of me. It was horrible. I was een being questioned and interrogated by the cleveland homicide detectives. He died of a srroke or heart attack...on my front lawn. I'm still shaking up and trying to mourn and grieve. Things have become really difficult to do since rhen. I've been so sad and I miss him soooo much that I cry myself to sleep almost every night. Thanksgiving was hard bc my family family is so screwed up and I spent thanksgiving at my friends house.
It was an umcomfortable situation. December has only begun and I'm trying to b festive. I have a tree up, lots of light's up and xmas decoratins everywhere. It all is just a reminder that my family is broken and we all just don't talk to ea hother amymore. I'm trying to b in good spirits but I feel like I'm sinking. Ugh what a crappy year. But I'm in good spirits and I'm looking forward to 2011. It'll b a better year, I know it!
