Journey of the Soulmate

The Journey of the Soulmate is a book we wrote together. We designed the whole thing from start to finish. We decided it would be some art that we could do together and also have a growing experience with it. My imagination sparked one day and we very smoothly developed the concept of the whole thing. We then agreed easily on the name and slapped the words "Journey of the soulmate" on it. We began brainstorming on topics of possible topic pages to create. The whole idea was to make a scrapbook of topics and to put together art journal interpretation of the on emotion topics. Some topics for pages are:  Who am i? what my spiritual principals are? family, goals, hopes and dreams? Chain of Love, nature, how hate feels, my page of you and your page on me, accomplishments, and so many more. By the time we created a couple pages together, we noticed the book was a living thing. Her and I are soulmates. There is no doubt about it. Our thoughts were synced up to one anthers. My love and attachment to her grew closer with this book.  We wanted to document our love for each other, and our journey with a soulmate. Unfortunately this living breathing cherished book is lost forever. Wondering if its in the trash or packed away in her parents basement. I don't know when or if I will ever see this wonderful book which was proof that we loved each other. The compilation of emotions transcribed in mixed media were well preserved. I am terrified that I won't ever see this awesome proof of soulmates. This book is tangible proof that love is real. It can be seen in our art work.  God it makes me so sad to let go.....I wish I could get it back from her, But she isn't here any longer. She's gone for good. Nope. Never coming back...as in finite, zero, zilch, none. How can she have died on me like that? AT LEAST I CAN ALWAYS SAY HER AND I  WERE ABLE TO GO ON A JOURNEY OF THE SOULMATES. Not many others can claim this level of closeness.